March 23, 2010


Posted in recovery tagged , , , , , at 12:17 am by eddejae

I feel invalidated. I made my lip bleed chewing it out of anxiety. I hate the taste of blood.

I felt that familiar emptiness inside today. It frightened me. It is that empty ache that leads me to self-destruct or run away from everything…

I do not think I should be left alone.

I walked outside and looked up at the stars, and felt lost…



  1. Jen said,

    You can rewrite yourself.

    Step out of the confusion. Don’t take your energy from others and outside experiences … rely on YOUR energy, from within you. It’s true, and it’s powerful, and it will never let you down.

  2. bpdisme said,

    I know the feeling…well articulated!

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